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way better. hit me up DEVO
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| what everyone wants to hear.....
wow i haven't been on here in forever. lets see life has been really busy. i have been working allot. i try to get out camping but you know. im sorry if i missed your tec party or your open house or anything else, i just didn't have the time. to clarify for any of you yes i am still going out with kristi. i love her dearly and don't get to see her enough. other than that i have been having allot of fun with my friends from church, nate im sure you don't read this but anyways im really glad we started poker night.
k, now the reall story.....
my life with God hasn't been so great. i feel like im going down hill fast. real fast. and the sad thing i feel sometimes like no one even cares. life just really kinda sucks right now. bills are pilling up, the car is acting wierd, life just....ya i don't know. i feel like i need some serious help. i never get any calls from anyone anymore. it would be nice to have a call from someone i could talk to about my life and help me fix it. i have so manythings that are just messing me up, it doesn't help that my best friend dave is gone till november also. i don't know, it just seems like it wouldn't matter if i woke up tomorrow, just none of you guys would know. i don't have hardly any contact with anyone anymore. in many ways i feel like i really need tec again. i need to go through it again. i don't even think i could work at one cus my life is so crapy right now. yes me, God's comando, The jesusfreakforever, seriously needs some help. i need some accountability. i need prayer. allot of prayer. im almost to the point where i have lost hope. hope of actually making it in this world. its been so long since i have been happy about what I've done. it just seems like i am always screwing up. on EVERYTHING. i don't know im sure most of you have stopped reading this by now...so ya whatever.... Paul De Vos |
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okey so heres the deal.
party at my house. from 8/9ish pm till 11/12ish
when you ask? this friday the 28
oh hey thats my birthday. hmmm
what you need to bring? yourself a chair if you want one. fireworks if you want but i need to approve on arrival. you don't have to bring a present unless you feel moved to do so.
oh ya i forgot to tell you. its going to be a bombfire party with mayby some food and fireworks and stuff and umm i don't know its going to be awesome. if you have an airsoft gun you might want to bring it. that kind of thing tends to happen at these things.
if you have any questions call me.
im putting my cell up here for now but if i start getting weird calls from random people i don't know. its comming off and im not answering my phone for a while. 616 889 9266
if you don't know me, don't call me.
k please rsvp so i know how much food and stuff to get k. thanks
God's Servant,
DeVo†
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| you know i some times wonder why one even uses xanga anymore. i find it so time comsuming. ah well i guess i must continue this ranbleling of nonsense. so life been pretty much all work and no play lately. i got the new car but ive been working so much i don't really have much time for it. and i don't have a ton of time to spend with kristi either cus of work as well. so its have been very stressfull. my weekends are my true release. if you hang out with me on the weekend end you would know that it is my only release. i am going to tell you right now that if you want me to show up at your open house you have to email me with the info. i am not God i don't know everything so unless you tell me i will not know when it is. Csoldier@gmail.com if you do actually email me i will try my hardest to make it but no guaranties. well i hope you all a wonderful week. i must go pack cus i have to go work in manastee for the rest of the week. call me, it would be so nice.
God's Servant,
DeVo†
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| alright so I finally have become truly cool.......
behold my new car......
1991 Chevy Camaro RS
need i say more?
i didn't think so...
DEVO
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Well I must say it has been a while since i have been on here. been working allot lately. but mainly been really busy with painball. you got a gun and want to play let me know. i like to arrange events and the more people i have the better it is. well if you want to know whats going on in my life just let me know. cus im not going to type out all my lifes issues on here anymore. just give me a call. you dont have my number? just ask. well im out
God's Servant,
DeVo† |
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